[There will always be a question behind his every action. He can sense Xichen's concern and it burrows between them, pushing them apart no matter how they embrace. Meng Yao chafes at anything standing between them, so of course he will forget any pride he has left and tell Xichen - this one man - the truth.]

He has sought out my company. I think he must pity me. [He smiles, a little pained.] Sizhui is kind and I have him to thank for my archery lessons. They have helped me strengthen my arm.

[Pushing up his sleeve, he shows the muscles.]

I know he was living with Jin Ling - and I know they were close. This will be difficult for him.